how have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 2
2 years? wow, uhmm. That's a really long time. I guess you could say I've matured quite a lot and gone through so many phases of fashion, emotion, attitude etc. Alot has happened in the past two years that I had two options over: 1. let it break me - 2. suck it up and move on. Yes it was hard at the time, but I got over it. It's true what they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!

The clothes has changed so much over the past 2 years, like at one point I was quite "emo" (emo is not a stereotype, it's a genre of music. just so you know) then it went kind of grungy then casual then a huge list of other styles till I got here to a point where I'm happy with the clothes I wear and how wear my hair & make-up.
Emotion, let's just say. I've lost a lot of people. I'm not going to go into detail as this information is quite personal & would prefer to keep it to those close to me, but I can say that I went through a period where I guess you could say I developed a slight form of depression & insomnia. Yes, that is not an exaggeration. Over time I got rid of that and met some new people when I started college & reconciled with others and now I literally cannot be any happier! I love myself.
Attitude isn't really abnormal, I'm a teenage girl. I have hormones. I have an attitude. Sound familiar?

goodbye college, hello summer

for me, summer has officially kidnapped my ass. i left college today for summer vacation and i couldn't be any more excited. i love having a sense of freedom in my life for a certain amount of time, it gives me my independence. the only thing i'm upset about, is i'm going to miss everyone on my course, they're all such amazing people and have literally changed my life! without them i don't think i would've pulled through, you beauts.

plans for summer

• go to oakwood
• celebrate my birthday
• go to the beach
• go to cardiff atrium open day
• clear the garden of brambles
• work on research sketchbook
• throw out everything that i no longer need 
• apply for university
• just be a teenager
• get back into photography
• dance class

ideally i need a job but no-one's hiring so my mum's offered (offered? more like forced me into it) to teach me how to budget my money correctly making it last longer and so i won't bug her for money. that should be really interesting. 

what are your plans for the summer?